I am steady recovering from this back injury.  I feel much better today than yesterday.  Also trying to recover from the intense emotions I feel about all of this (of course it could be the steriods).  It would be very easy to see how depression can set in and take hold. 

 As I try to reign in my emotions, I realize that my life with Christ is as much a head knowledge as a heart knowledge.  What I mean by that is,  sometimes you just have to hang on to what you believe even when you don't necessarily feel it.  Even when God does not feel close, you cling to the truth that can't be represented by your feelings.

Today, I worked from home but I really need to get back to the office soon for my mind's sake.  I am relying on John 16:27 where Jesus said that the Father loves "me" dearly.  Hanging on those words today.